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Pftt, this is about real life. I'm just not giving every detail. Someone's ruined my life. I fucking hate it.
12:29 Feb 27 2011 Times Read: 490
So I didn't get much sleep. Just an hour at most but I couldn't because of nightmares. And sometimes I think it's because my feelings escape when I do sleep.
I don't know what to do sometimes, if it wasn't for the rave I think I'd end up leaving.
Ugh, such bullshit, this is why I can never have fun. Makes me just want to sleep. -.- Gotta pick up after her but I hope she can do all of her home work. :/
Sometimes I feel like the 2nd parent and in a way I am (Because of the age and laws thing). Though I don't mean it to be that way. I love my small family but sometimes I don't know what to make out of it all.
Sometimes I think the word you're looking for is envy. It's too bad though, it was fun talking to you because you simply don't understand. It's not the price of the item but what you do with it.
These things take talent. Something which you lack. In most aspects.
Thanks for the advice. I know that Motrin helped me get over it. :)
PRIVATE ENTRY
18:41 Feb 21 2011 Times Read: 549
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Not about VR, yo. So back off.
11:34 Feb 21 2011 Times Read: 561
The thing is I've become a fighter now-a-days and not a lover. I've been sick of all the drama and fighting and no one doing shit. I mean when I say blood, sweat and tears I'm not lying. Although I'm just not one to cry. And no, I'm not an emo, I don't cut myself. I just get hurt by doing so alot for people who couldn't care less. My arm is still bloody from that damnable scrape because my sister couldn't help me fix something in time. -_-
I know that deep down inside they do care but I'm tired of them all playing games.
I haven't seen my uncle is two years. I saw him last saturday. It seems like all he wanted to do was leave. :/ I know my sister can be a brat but.. is it really that hard for people to visit their family.. when we hardly have any now. :/ Sure, his wife and himself don't live in the same state as us but after all the shit that my mom, sister and I go through, you'd think they'd at least make more of an effort.
I think I pretty much lost all feelings to love anyone or anything, including family. I'm just a rotten hater who needs to heal a bit on the inside and get back to her old self. One day.
Can I at least get away with flaming my own place?
09:57 Feb 18 2011 Times Read: 643
Don't join Art. It's the worst coven in the world! The HORROR THE HORROR! I'll have to try and sire out! That's what I'll do. Just don't tell anyone. Adds and rates needed and stuff. Mostly journal adds. You know. Whoring shit.
Why do I have the feeling that the infection is sneaking back up on me? I really hope it doesn't come back. It's a royal pain in the ass. And it hurt like hell. That huge open wound. It's healed and it's been months but they always did say there'd be a chance of it coming back.
That last entry, now that I think of it, it makes me want to block him. I hate that he couldn't even respect me enough to never message me again. Fuck off. I don't care about you. You're disguesting.
A block would result in him having a fit. Blah. I hate when they bitch and complain. I really do.
Alot of the time I whine in my journal about how I don't have a job and I can't do much but I need a reality check. How many people my age skip years of college and fuck around?
I'm not going to do what others do but still. I shouldn't be down so much. I'm not a whore and I'm not about to do some stupid stuff in the streets. Hell, I don't even drink or do god knows what.
Let's face it. I'm young. I should be having some fun. The thing is I can't. I'm trapped here till the end of October. I mean.. I'm not even really susposed to have a BF even if I wanted to. And, it's because I don't want people to know what I'm going through right now.
If any avid reader of my journal knows, it's all because of something that happened once in July.
VR is my escape. I should be thankful for that. I'd be so lonely otherwise. :/
I very much agree, finding a good job is very, very, very difficult and copy with life and living decently is very hard, I know I go through the same shit.
Nice song by the way.
19:30 Feb 10 2011 Times Read: 745
Entry deleted. :P But it's in another place now. ;)
If I wanted you *not* to know that I was reading your Journal, I'd read it offline; surely you understand how that's done, yes?
And having a Premium Profile means the last 10 Views are captured (Online Views of course); so what made you think I thought that you wouldn't find out?
You are my daily Entertainment, you entertain me as much as I entertain you for sure; I come here to laugh.
I didn't have to go because everyone was so sick. I just woke up from a very long nap but I'm still tired as hell. I'm glad that I didn't go. She annoys me. Everytime I go to see her I end up breaking down. Like not talking or wanting to do anything after. It ends up pissing others off and I can't help it.
What a way to start the month. I can't stand it. I'm going to admit being alone is not fun.
This year hasn't been fun. I'm a very social animal but people annoy the shit out of me. Their stupidity levels are amazing.
I just wish summer would come sooner. I'd have ran away from this cage but she's taken my keys. -_-' I can't get a break from the woman. Yes, I'm her baby but I'm freaking old and tired.
I wanna live, so bad. It's why I hate myself in the morning. lol
COMMENTS
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Fale
19:43 Feb 27 2011
Protip
Get a real life
It really IS worth it
(No hate)
TheArtistRose
20:14 Feb 27 2011
Pftt, this is about real life. I'm just not giving every detail. Someone's ruined my life. I fucking hate it.